Hi friends. It has been a day. I am writing this sorta in rare form. I just feel like my mood is in a very precarious place and I am trying to keep it centered. I started having anxiety attacks again. I haven't done that in a while. They're fairily minor. I just need to get the stuff that's on my plate off of it. I wonder if I can do a solo trip somewhere or something. I went to NYC this month, maybe I'll go back. I am just desperate to not be at home. My aunt's service is tomorrow. I am really really nervous. They want me to sing some songs. I guess I'll keep you posted. I sorta lost the will to write anything else. I will update soon.

Yours

Maxwell